The headline is a song title wrote by the band 'Smashing Pumpkins' and reflects my mood at this point of time very well.
Soon my time at university will be over and I`m able to look back on - sometimes very exhausting- 5 years that really changed me a lot. Yes..I do feel a bit sad thinking about the end, though I am looking forward to new options I can direct my life into.
At the same time I`m nervous (panicing?!?) about my master thesis that still has to be written. I`ve got only little time left and still my introduction is not finished! -.-
Moreover, I`m fearing not to get a job...at least in the field I specialised in.

I`m in a transition phase. That feels quite awkward..not knowing what is there to come.
I have to admit..I like my life being planned..it gives me security^^
Thankfully, I`ve got some constants in my life that make me relax. One of them is my cat, that is purring so lovely in front of me right now *takes a foto*
I sometimes envy her, especially when I see her sleeping so peacefully, because she has not to bear anything

So, it`s time.. I have to continue writing on my thesis. I love beeing distracted by the internet *gg* but it`s also a bane for all the ADD people out there, myself included